i'm awake for no apparent reason and i can't fall back asleep.

after work i found myself sitting on a bar stool at a friend's bar instead of in bed that I daydreamed of during the workday. i received a text from K telling me to meet her there to which I obliged. we sat, we talked, had some eats, a few drinks, was very relaxing. towards the end of night i realized i was the only asian american, and the rest of the occupants were 98% pure irish. man, these people can drink. have you ever noticed that the irish are eloquent speakers? before they get smashed, that is. agh, i'm rambling. i have about two more hours of shut eye before i have to get up.

oh today, dear mare, i passed him in the hallway again. this time we were alone. i could see him tense up, and so did i. i wasn't planning on waving, i looked at him briefly and he looked to the ground again, and so did i. as we passed each other, the moment for me to greet him expired, but the next thing i know,

"Hi."

i returned the hello, and walked into my office suite. with a big shit-eatin' grin. i ran back to the girls and squealed, 'HE SAID HI TO ME!'


i'm such a gi-normous dork.

hopefully next time, we'll have more contact, like you know, find ourselves in a lip lock, rolling around on the floor.